-bernadette- - 29 June 2009 01:26:17

Just took a warm nice bath, although its summer and its already humid/warm. Still, I believe taking a cold shower @ night will make you sick hehe! old folks belief. We (I,my sis and my mom)  went to visit our aunt and her family after church this afternoon. They are vacationing here from the states. Its very tiring coz after, we did our grocery shopping. It was soooo hot where they are staying ...@ may uncles place (theyre siblings, plus my mom)

 Im on vacay this friday till wens next week we are sooo going to Ilocos and  Baguio I hope!

im kinda excited. Just "kinda" coz im restricting myself to do some activities that will........ never mind. I pray i wouldnt have to anymore, so i can enjoy it fully with all my soul.

I still sooo heart you boy! if only......i hope to see you tomorrow and your smile and your twinkling eyes..talagang my twinkling eyes.

Ive learned to control strong emotions toward the things that are impossible. i can now separate them from those that are not so far-fetched. 

I hope i'll put things together,,,,, I dont want her to worry anymore...I want her to sit back, relax and enjoy life...

Logging off now...

I pray that something great will happen.

Thank you God for this day,

Thank you for my loved-ones lives, that they are safe and well.

Thank you because we are who we are and we have each other.

Thank you for the never-ending supply of food and clothes despite the economic crisis.

Thank you for our days-off from work.

Thank you because we have our jobs to look forward to.. job=paycheck.

Thank you for your unconditional love.

A love that i do not and will never deserve.

A love that i never earned yet, was given.

Thank you for I know Jesus

Im always joyful because of Him.

Because of the cross , I am secure.

Secure that no matter what happens.

You're there for us and we are in you.

Im sorry for the dissapointments.

Help me not to conform but be transformed

Teach us to pray

Help us surrender everything so that You may lead our lives.

Amen.