NARCI IN DISGUISE

Do not hold back the love towards your family and friends. Life is short, its uncertain and we only have one.  

I had fun yesterday afternoon even though i was awake for almost 24 hrs. And now was only able to get 3hrs of sleep. We played lazerXtreme (http://www.lazerxtreme.com.ph/index.php). I had so much fun! 

Im givin up on you boy, wala namang mangyayari at hindi naman ukol. :)

Just took a warm nice bath, although its summer and its already humid/warm. Still, I believe taking a cold shower @ night will make you sick hehe! old folks belief. We (I,my sis and my mom)  went to visit our aunt and her family after church this afternoon. They are vacationing here from the states. Its very tiring coz after, we did our grocery shopping. It was soooo hot where they are staying ...@ may uncles place (theyre siblings, plus my mom)

 Im on vacay this friday till wens next week we are sooo going to Ilocos and  Baguio I hope!

im kinda excited. Just "kinda" coz im restricting myself to do some activities that will........ never mind. I pray i wouldnt have to anymore, so i can enjoy it fully with all my soul.

 

I still sooo heart you boy! if only......i hope to see you tomorrow and your smile and your twinkling eyes..talagang my twinkling eyes.

 

Ive learned to control strong emotions toward the things that are impossible. i can now separate them from those that are not so far-fetched.

I know, nothing is impossible through Him.. Those are the things that he would not let us have for our own good, and i know at least most of those stuff deep inside my soul......... (wishful thinking)

 

Sunday Service Reflection:

 

Do not conform but be transformed..... There are no differences between them and me anymore.... what have i become??? i may not be evil...of course not! i can even say im nice. Generally im a good girl..... but thats it.... thats all i am.... oh no

Help!

 

Im so ashamed. Ive been working for more than 3 yrs now and I can say that im earning more than how much my expenses are but still my mom is giving me money coz my budget is always short. When i should be the one giving. Coz of the luxuries...

I hope i'll put things together,,,,, I dont want her to worry anymore...I want her to sit back, relax and enjoy life...

 

Logging off now...

 

I pray that something great will happen.

 

Thank you God for this day,

Thank you for my loved-ones lives, that they are safe and well.

Thank you because we are who we are and we have each other.

Thank you for the never-ending supply of food and clothes despite the economic crisis.

Thank you for our days-off from work.

Thank you because we have our jobs to look forward to.. job=paycheck.

Thank you for your unconditional love.

A love that i do not and will never deserve.

A love that i never earned yet, was given.

Thank you for I know Jesus

Im always joyful because of Him.

Because of the cross , I am secure.

Secure that no matter what happens.

You're there for us and we are in you.

Im sorry for the dissapointments.

Help me not to conform but be transformed

Teach us to pray

Help us surrender everything so that You may lead our lives.

 

Amen.

   ¹ Unless the LORD builds the house,
       the builders labor in vain.
       Unless the LORD watches over the city,
       the guards stand watch in vain.

    ² In vain you rise early
       and stay up late,
       toiling for food to eat—
       for he grants sleep to ^[a] those he loves.

i MISS YOU soOOOOOOOOOOO mUCH!

argh! i can help but blog about this.

you look so cute today and yesterday. For 2 days you haven't worn the normal stuff you always wear. The color of the polo you were wearing yesterday is my current favorite. It looks good on you. Today youre wearing one of my favorite colors again, and its not a shirt, it looks so damn good on you.  You're kinda different lately, in a good way. It may sound superficial but its making me like you more.

http://www.dorothyperkins.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/TopCategoriesDisplay?catalogId=20552&storeId=12552&langId=-1

plus many more dresses and accessories just vist the site

I was so sad last saturday night talking with the cab driver. Nope, not because of his life story and stuff but because of the person we talked about and the questions he asked me. Plus the fact that i didnt really enjoy the night. It was ok and tiring.

 

Its monday morning now 5:11am I havent sleep yet. I guess Ill go on with my day.

loggin out

 

been online since 11 last night